Stil deciding what I should use this blog for?
I have already gotten a homepage @ http://users.boardnation.com/~enzymed/index.php , something that I have been using since 2003...but felt that response is not that good there.....I learnt that people are more interested in how i feel , rather than me giving them hard facts and information.
Hence the focus of this blog is to express my feelings... expressing my true feelings...something that I am still learning to do.......... yes.....to open up.
I have learnt a major life lesson recently......that is to express my feelings, to simply ASK, and not to ASSUME things.........this lesson I will always remember.............Perhaps I will elaborate more on this in future posts...
By opening up, I am revealing my weakness, my fears, my insecurities, my disappointments...but perhaps thats LIFE. I have always been holding on to a wrong belief that I shall only share my happiness, not my sorrows.....but that have resulted in me not been able to deepen my relationship with people around me.....simply because i am holding back on my emotions and feelings, refusing to face the issue and clarify it, always assuming things and this had led to misunterstandings and a self-errected invisible wall between people.
Now, I am trying to break down the wall that I have been building all my life, and revealing the true me.
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"People dont care how much you know, until they know how much you care"
My focus now is on building, deepening and maintaining relationship with people around me.
Open communication based on trust and honesty are values that I hold true to my heart, and that any harsh words said by me is done so in the spirit of love, to build the person up, not to put him down; ..... to encourage him.
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At the end of the day....I just wanna to say...I put my trust in God
